I’m feelin like an idiot, I’m feeling like a failure
I’m feelin’ like I’m fuckin’ up and I am going nowhere
Hand cramps, band camp, no rhythm, can’t dance
Every day I wake up it gets harder to stand
I wanna catch a break like a surfer, can’t plan it
Gotta sit and wait and paddle every fucking day’s a battle
Ax and brawl, sonata, adderall
Add it all up I’m a zero, gutter ball
What are my motives? What do I want?
To get over myself and express my thoughts
But I’m getting pretty brainwashed pain washed down the drain
All the drinks, drugs, and melatonin mashes up my brain
Insane like a headcase, in case you inquired
Questioning my own spark and feeling uninspired
Nineteen I can’t retire, can’t lie though man it haunts me,
What if I want the world but the world doesn’t want me?


The give us pills for depression age fifteen
Generation RX are you with me?
I know that you’re out there, I know you can hear me
Seen too many attempts and no one thought clearly


Feelin’ like I don’t care, like I don’t even want it
I didn’t want to say it but I think you caught on
I’m a long ways away from where I was when I began
Though I’ve gotten better never got a master plan
Just a plastered bastard rapper slash a musical disaster
Just an asshole when depressed and the rest I’m just an actor
Lack of motivation plays the culprit as a factor
And I used to wanna be something now I’m just a slacker
Waking up now and it’s past noon, hacking a lung in the bathroom
Passed out last night did it cuz it felt right
Dude you got a light? I’m burning at both ends
Family friends and classes getting fucked up again
One hand got a bottle and the other got a pen
Writing on a thin line and feeling on edge
See it through my lens in the theatre of my mind
Get fucked up therefore I am wasting my fucking time

(Shoutout to Descartes)

The give us pills for depression age fifteen
Generation RX are you with me?
I know that you’re out there, I know you can hear me
Seen too many attempts and no one thought clearly

I made it to Twenty
I made it to Twenty
I made it to Twenty
You can’t take that from me

I made it to Twenty
I made it to Twenty
I made it to Twenty
And I’m not done yet

I made it to Twenty
I made it to Twenty
I made it to Twenty
Got a million left

The give us pills for depression age fifteen
Generation RX are you with me?
I know that you’re out there, I know you can hear me
Seen too many attempts and no one thought clearly